Forever Young

Hoping for the best but expecting the worst.

at 8:44:00 PM

English tutor, MsRab.

Heyya guys.
A taxing day indeed.
Had mass dance prac in the morning.
Supposedly in sch but the bloody fucked up school guard wont let us in
with a bloody reason tht he would not want us to disturb the mendaki students.
what crapp is tht.
So, walked to pioneer dorm.
Practice till 12.15
Went home.
bathe,changed.
played my computer till 1.15
I really felt sleepy so I sleepy so I slept.
Woke up ard 1.40 n change.
Went out.
Reach mendaki ard 2.10
Silah was absent.
She got this music xchange programme.
So, class was rather lifeless, not tht its fun with silah in class.
Jst tht, nvm.
Went home.
yadayadayadayada.
Tmr, madrasa.
I've not completed my 3rd n 4th designs yet.
I'll be doing it ltr.
So, thts about it.
And I really miss my cousins in Malacca.
My mum plans to go there during the March hols.
I wanna follow badly but I've got lots of plans with friends.
I'll update more on the MarchHoliday plans.
:)

xoxo,

at 7:34:00 PM

Heyya guys, apologies for not updating ytd.
was being lazy.
Its getting form bad to worse.
ytd, Fatin lost her wallet.
in total, the class lost almost 500 bucks.
What were they thinking!!!
aiyoo!
Jst now, had our first spot check in 2009.
Conducted by MrWee.
he was so lenient.
He ignored those wh brought thier phone to sch.
but if there happens to be a another check, no chances are given.
i didnt bring my phone cause i knw there would be one.
Went for the prayers with syafiq.
n saw MrHakim!!
long time tk jumper.
He is now in JWSS.
Anyway, I have mass dance tmr.
shld I??
tht'll be the end.
I want Sentosa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: I want Sentosa

xoxo,

at 9:06:00 PM

what can I say, I really miss these ppl!!
I want to be like old times.

Past few weeks, lots of theft cases in class.
to those bloody stupid no life mofo' who's going round stealing,
you really got no life!!
whats the point.??!!

okayy, life's been kindda suck.
I'm failing at almost everything.
wait, everything!!
shld I quit this game??
shld I not?
I really cant think straight anymore.

I got lots to do with my DnT.
design specs, problems and image board!!
all these before the term ends.
haiyooo!

and and and, I dun wanna go for house practice tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to this lady up here,
Happy 15th Birthday.
Have fun during your day.
Only once a year.
this is th only time to let all problems go.
HappyBirthday!!!!!!!

xoxo,

at 10:27:00 PM

Heyya guys.
yes, my friends are back[insert smile]!!
Yay, anyway thanks for the Puma watch Azlin.
thankyouthankyouthankyou.

common test results.
my chemistry was botherline fail.
I got 12'/25.
WTH!!
maths, forget it.
My English was atrocious.
no point stating.

CgMas returned the papers back.
Guess what, i got 24/50!!
WTH, again!!
I broke into tears.!
idk wht's happening to me.
Its getting worse from time to time.
ughhhhhhh!!!
but like what Nyna said, dont be discouraged.
There would always be chances.
:)
Still, I had fun todayy.
And I wanna see tht vid lah Danial Iman Putra Bin Shamsuddin!!

Anyway,
I watched antm cycle 9 again for the past 3 days.
Simply because I'm bored.
I'll update again, some other time.

xoxo,

at 10:58:00 PM

Heyya guys.
its a Sunday.
not suppose to be blogging today.
by rite I shld be doing my hw's.
I'm done with the english essay
but gave up with history.
Dont feel like copying chapters.
:)

Today, madrasa.
Was laughing my ass out.
the ustz was making jokes.
extremely lame jokes.
Afif,Rafie, u knw wht I'm talking about.
I'll be going to the DRC on 180309.
madrasa nyer excursion.

Went home.
Went out again at 5.
Met sis st her lift n cabbed to IMM.
Ww were so unlcky to get a driver which is so damn ass lack attention.
He was like telling us wht STC means.
SHC 881k.
avoid this vehicle
:)

Went to giant before going to bagus.
After giant, sis n rafie bought tons of sushi.
They spent 18 n 8 respectively.
Isnt tht, -__-.
hahahhaha.
Thn to bagus.
Had ban mian, again!
Thn crispy carrot cake :)
cabbed home.

Thn did some hw.
Thn now, so bored.
dunno wht to do.

They're coming back tmr.
I swear i cant wait.

xoxo,

at 10:38:00 PM

okayy, this picture was taken ages ago.
So, mendaki lesson.
was so distracted.
At a point i would do my work and the other part I would go to the window or the back.
It was raining.
lightnings.
thunders.
Anyway, bakthiar(pardon me if I'm wrong)
He attended mendaki.
Luckily he is in the sec2 class.
My English tutor was really traumatized by him.
nvrm bout tht.
So, went home.
After maghrib, went to central to make a new specs.
Dont feel like wearing lens anymore.
leceh.
Thn went to KFC.
Ths was where it all started.
My fucked up lil bro really annoys me with his sickening bloody attitude.
I was spouting swears in KFC.
others was all looking.
He purposely hit my phone with table.
I was damn mad.
I really felt like killing him.
I wasnt eating with peace.
My phone's making trouble again.
I was swearing all the way back home.
My phone's not functioning well again!!
But its okayy now.
But I'm still not done with him.
I was switching the PC on whn he switched of the main plug.
Tht really pissed me.
I really did hit him.
I kicked him.
I was like some crazy idiot.
I was wrestling on the bed.
And i fell and the bed kindda broke.
And now both my brother are sleeping only with the ma mattress.
I pity my elder brother.
He wasnt invlove.
But his sharing the bed with him.
What can i say.
you get what you give.
Okayy, alr a long post.
update soon.
:)

xoxo,

at 9:55:00 AM

xoxo,

at 12:05:00 AM

Heyya guys.
Finally, common test over.
dont wanna think about it.
After school, went to J.E alone to collect my phone.
At last, my phone is back in action.
I'm still trying to adapt to it.
i've not been using tht phone for 2 months.
So, yah.
Went home.
At home till now.
So bored.
No one asked me out.
Tmr, mendaki.
Dun feel like going.
haishh!!

xoxo,

at 9:29:00 PM

Heyya guys,
todays science paper was something.
Although it seems manageable
I jst couldn't think and figure the answer.
Easiest way out:
-leave it blank
- write dumb answers.
POA test,
i left questions blank.
And I only completed the balance sheet question.
Mt,
cekgu tk dtg.
thank god!!
Chem, class was so chaotic.
We combined tables and we crapp.
Maths, got my paper back.
no comments.
no use.
whats done cant be undone.
Enlgish, Mr lum not coming to class so maths teacher take-over.
After sch,
me,su,syafiq n silah
went to nyna's house.
movie screening.
hahhaha.
~ayat-ayat cinta~
Although and old movie,
still I've not watch before.
haiyoo!!
Ending, sedehh gylerr rabakk!!
went back home ard 6.
blablabla.
So thts about all.
Anyway, I'm supposed to collect my phone 2 days ago.
Tmr going.
So yarh, sesaper nak ikut??

xoxo,

at 10:25:00 PM

Jst wanna say tht I'm so freakin stressed!!
I cant think straight anymore.
I've lost all hopes.
Studying yet in the end failing, wht shyt is tht.
All i wanna say is tht, I'm gonna give up with my science.
i dun care wths gonna happen.
drop sec2/acad.
I dun care!!!!!!
How to study whn u're so sick!!
Tht serves no point, at all!!

Labels: when all hopes are lost

xoxo,

at 10:48:00 PM

Heyya guys.
So, ytd brought along the doughnuts to madrasa.
sampai class jer, doughnut ke mane, toppings ke mane.
After class, went to jp for awhile before going back.

Todayy,
I need help with my accountings.
dnt, practical.
My finger got burnt again!!
stupid soulder!!
SS,History.
blahblahblah.
After school, did history homework at the canteen till 3.
Thn went to sent my phone at J.E,
It was getting dark as i was walking towards the building.
Rain started puring like non-stop.
I was dripping wet upon reaching the busstop.
and and and, I took the wrong bus.
Aiyoo!!
Luckily its stops at clementi.
And I was freezing like mad in the bus.
Walked in the rain again to the interchange.
took 99 to JW.
Transferred to 98 to TamanJurg.
Aiyoo!!
I'm still very wet.
I was having a very haeavy headache and my mum forced me to fetch my sis.
WTH!!
I really felt like crying.
Also, I felt like as if I was about to catch a flu.
blahblahblah.
Had to wash my uniform n iron it, again!!
aiyoo!!
Tmr's EnglishCommonTest.
okayy tht'll be all.
Toodles.

xoxo,

at 11:15:00 PM

Analeigh!!!, my Favourite of cycle 11.

Cycle 11

Cycle 7

I hate her the most, Samantha cycle 11

Kimberly, kindda okayy.

Saleisha,Cycle 9 ,inappropriate to be the winner

Lisa, cycle 9,not favourable

Heather cycle9, shld be the winner.

Ghostly eyes

Bad health

Artistic

Heyya guys. Todays the 2nd day tht they're in Jakarta. Also, to all, Happy V. Day
So, woke up ard 9. In the afternoon, went for mendaki tuition. Wasnt in the mood to come. Danial's not in class. So bored. Atleats I have Silah to make my day. So, now I knw, teachers too, talk behind their pupils back. Hahhahaha. So, yah. Nth much. Anyway, my mum's friend gave 2 big container full of plain EmpireDoughnut. I repeat 2 big container!! woah!! I decided to create my own. I came up with JamDoughnut,HoneycoatedDoughnut,CheesyDoughnut. yumyum!! I used cheddar cheese. :) I'm bringing some to madrasa tmr. Yay!! N my mum bought more cheese n also nutella. hhahaha..
I also found out tht someone who's close to me had __________. I wont mention who. I was stunned by it. How could _________. Its so not right. But whats done cant be undone. Jst pray tht u__________.

9 days. Still waiting. ♥

xoxo,

at 10:36:00 PM

Heyya guys.
Today, Friday 13th.
Things happen.
Like my friends.
They're now safe in Jakarta.
I wonder what they are doing right now..

I woke up early today.
Got the same bus as Su.
Went to school.
Saw Nisa N Atifah with their luggages.
Azlin,Danny n Farhan wasnt there.
Su, da emosional.
8 o'clock pass, they've not arrive.
They arrive ard 9.30
whn we were having MT.
They came to class.
Thn, Ph.
Talked with thm outside class.
Thn, the fire drill.
Thn, to hall.
The twinning students are alr going.
Hall- public caning by principal.
Recess, they're gone.
Was so stress.
Cant concentrate on lesson.
blablabla.
Went home.
Met Su ard 4 at interchange.
Went banquet.
Had lunch.
bought frappe double choc at McCafe.
Headed to library.
Did homeowrk till 8.30 n went home.
Now I'm home.
Doing nth.
Currently chatting with Dhira.
Hhaha.
And tmr's V. day.
to tohse who oew my chocolates, pls give me ASAP.
hahahha!!
Okayy, gtg.
Update again.
Toodles.!

xoxo,

at 8:43:00 PM

heyya guys!!
I'm so stressed out from all of these schoolworks.
I so hate tht wee.
he's really an ass!!
kalau tk nk ajar, ckp ah!!
Aiyoo!!
Anyway, tmr, my best budds will be away for 10 daysto jakarta.
I wonder how I'm gonna survive days without thm.
I dont think I can meet thm tmr cause they wont be attending class.
They're coming to school late.
Ard 9.
I'm hoping tht they would run back up to class!

Azlin, Danial, Farhan:
Do take care of each other and of course, urself.
Do come bck in one piece.
I'll pray for ur safety.
Insya'allah, you guys will be safe.
Dont worry about us.
We're gonna miss you guys,
really bad!!
Call us!!

xoxo,

at 10:45:00 PM

heyho!!
Well, life's been kindda hard to me.
I've been having lots problems lately.
Seriously.
Its killing me.
I may look as normal.
but no one knows.
not even a single being.
No ones understanding me, at all!!
Not even my family.
They dont seem to understand what I'm facing now.
the only thing they knw is to scold.
more scoldings.
n more scoldings.
one day, I'll let evrything out.
The darkest secrets.

xoxo,

at 9:55:00 PM

Heyya guys!!
It has been a very long week.
There's homework almost evryday.
wait!!
Its everyday oi!!.
So ytd went to penin with afif.
Took a cab.
Afif straight away bought the bag which costs 16$$
As we were walking ard, we passed by a few S.E.X shops.
the posters are all so obscene.
Wanted to walk to bugis but with Afif, you can nvr walk.
So, cabbed there.
Headed to KFC.
Afif's treat.
Thn to Whimsy's Arcade located in BHG.
Spent ard $$25 on the coins.
And collected 530 tokens.
cool rite!!
We played the 'Stop at 1000' game.
We often got 10/15/20.
thn this game where u roll the coin n it will hit the truck n the truck
will topple and tokens will be given.
I once got 60 tokens from tht game.
Cool ehk!!
PLayed the 'tong sampah game'.
We played for only an hr.
trained home thn cabbed from interchange.

Maths, at the very first look, I bet tht I wont even score for it.
butTT, i got 18/35.
Pretty bad huh.
But at least I passed!
I dislike today's lesson cause My finger got burnt by tht hot soulder thing.
Todays assembly kindda suck.
lompat saner. lompat sini!!
aiyoo!!
kwn Zee.
hahahhahahahhha.
After sch, went bck to class to decorate the notice board.
But we only did the front ones.
Back ones, not completed.
Went home ard 6.
Did my homework.

I've been so rude to people nowadays.
Especially teachers.
Like today especially.
really rude.
I mumbled stuff under my breathe.
Now, I have to change.
Tmr ehk.
tmr.

I got some plans.
During the march holidays.
I wanna have an e2 08 class outing :)
can??
pls, i need feedbacks!!

xoxo,

at 9:32:00 PM

Okayy, time to update.
Well, Nth much happen lately.
Er on wednesday, had DnT, it was quite boring at first
but during the last period,
went down to the design studio.
Had practical.
Played with the soulder/shoulder.
Thn melt the metal wire or sumthing.
funfunfun.
On monday will be the real thing.
Ths was jst a practice.
Physics, had class test.
ouhmy.
Chemistry, MrSoh wasnt in.
So had free period.
Poa, Mr wee also not in, free period.
LS too.
The relief teacher mcm merepek gtu.
Thn, went home.

Thursday
Had mass run.
Again, ran in time.
yay!!
physics,
tht ass teacher did not return the test paper.
Poa, Mr Wee mot in, again!
I knw tht he dislike teaching our class.
But what tuh do.
Chem, MrSoh not in.
Maths, had class test.
I swear the questions look difficult.
After trying not to give up,
I finnally gave up!!
I was also having a severe/major headache.
Still, I was running ard.
Playing like a fool with the others.
Binget sey ngn Hakim!!
gay rabak sakk dier ni!!
EL, MrLum's not in.
Relief teacher.
Again, class havoc gilerr!
Got back maths test paper.
Pathetic sey.
Told tht re-test is tmr.
I was so sick.
My head was spinning tht i bang my head on the wall.
My breathe was s damn hot.
I got home.
Took Temperature.
38.1
wtf!!
took panadol.
Slept from 4.30 till 8.30
Woke up.
In time for k-nite.
Was feeling a lil bit better..
But still headache.
After tht, studied maths till 11.
Was told tht the japan trip costs SD$1000
I wanna go!!

Today
Woke up at 6.
I loosed my balance whn i tried to stand.
The room was spinning.
And I fell back on my bed.
I wanted to continue my sleep.
But I knew I had to wake up.
So, 6.40, went down.
Su was alr waiting at the bus-stop.
Bus arrive shortly after.
Upon alighting, I realised tht my wallet wasnt with me.
I checked in my pockets n bag.
*jengjengjeng*
its not there.
I started panicking.
texted my mum.
Mum called.
She was so pissed tht she hung up!
I tried to call but she didnt pick up.
I didnt bother to call her.
So, headed to the parade sq.
I was standing with the band members.
Like wth.
Ergh.
I was standing in the front.
And uniform grps cant sit.
ps sakk!
Thn, went to band room.
Reflection till 8.35 so there wont be any maths lesson= no re-test.
Mt, I was so emo tht I didnt really talk to anyone.
But towards the end.
I was like so so diff.
cekgu weekdays jady cekgu
weekends, jady gangster pasar!
Physics, got back test paper.
Pathetic sey marks.
Class was again very noisy.
Went home.
Thn at 4 went out.
Met sheera.
bussed to queensway.
Sheera bought for me a green nike bottle.
Thanks sheera!!
Thn, wanted to take the train home.
SO searched for the train sttn.
Jljn punyer jln, tk jumper.
Sheera mcm phm je jln.
Naseb baek jumper.
Kalau tk, tdo luh kau kat situ!!
Went to jp.
Bought bubble-T n walked home.
Now I'm home.
Wanna watched PR2 finale.
So, toodles!!

xoxo,

at 10:28:00 PM

Heyya guys, apologies for not updating. Been postpone all my plans to update. Been going out everyday. Last Saturday evening, went to the mosque for this bbq event. I thought we jst need to attend and eat, but I thought wrong, we had this stupidd games. Running like some idiots in the mosque. InTheEnd, I got to eat. Although some of the chicken wings are not really cook on the outside although its alr burnt in the outside. Cabbed home with SisAdila. Thanks for the lift. Anyway, I "seludop-ed" packets of sweets from the other groups. So, the night was specially dedicated to the candys. Chewing on while watching PR5. Slept at 3 tht morning.

Woke up late at 8.30! I woke up late for religious class. Yet, managed to have a nice 20mins bath. hehe. Arrived at 9.30, class were as per normal. Thn, went home. Went out at 5. Met Afif and Rafie at Jp. Sis pon arrived beberape minit later. Headed to Swensen's. Okayy. I ate alot. Really. Ate this breaded chicken, cookie summit, fried mushrooms, fries. ouhmy. My stomach was almost bursting. Cheyy, no luh. After tht headed to the library. Sis went home. Borrowed a book. Borrowed this book called Halston. Thn, went home. Bathe n rushed with my homeworks.

Monday
So, aftr school, went home straight. Thn, the delivery man, came. Delivered the new fridge. I still wonder how the ice is made. HAhhaha.

Today
MT, went to the lab. Had to do this review on an article. ... Ss, we were laughing through-out the lesson. I swear I hate floorball. PE, we had to play floorball. Thn, English, went through some worksheets. Thn, SS. Did some work. Still got more to do. After school, went home straight. Wash up. Packed my books. Went out at 3.15, to interchnge. Met my mum, top-up my ezlink. Headed to JE library. I just wanna say tht I wasted time. We were not doing our work. We were all laughing. n laughing. At7, we went back. Thn, did my assignments. Studies abit for physics. Tmr got test. mampos!! OKayy, tht'll be my update for now. And, my left contact lens koyakk!! damn!!I'll update again soon. Toodles!!

xoxo,

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