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So, I couldnt sleep last night and I was so bored so I went through the free movies website and chance upon a movie. I know its kinda weird when I say this because its a gay themed movie. Im seeing this with an open mind. There was nothing sexual about it, okay maybe a little but really, the film moved me.

It was about a nerdy guy Danny who had befriended a guy Carter, well a jock. The jock was a good swimmer and was in the school team. He had history of seizures and had a troubled past with his family's relationship after their parents divorce. So, one day Carter was made to stay at Danny's place as his dad had to go away for afew days for work as recently he just created trouble in school and his dad wouldnt want anything else to happen. Danny was a good artist. He can draw and paint really well. They became close but one day, Danny was told that they shall never be seen with each other in school cause carter was afraid of some guy named Henry. But as time passes, the students from the school started teasing Carter calling him a fag, homo and stuff. Then one day, Danny was beaten up by Henry and some others. He was badly hurt. Really. Then, Carter came over that night not knowing what had happened to him. Danny then told him what had happened and of course he was shaken up by the whole thing. Carter consoled him. They seemed very close and loving. And yeah, they made out.

Carter was constantly teased by Henry and students in school and he was stressed about his father's constant nags and he never onced gave him words of encouragement especially now that his swimming competition is drawing near. He was then addicted to drugs, weed. The competition day came. He's coach was expecting him to win but he got second. He was pissed with himself. And, he constantly took weed and smoke. Then, after getting his essay, which was given an F because he cheated ( Danny helped him out with his essay but of course they didnt admit) he was off the school team as they previously made a deal that he's grade should maintain or improve.

A day later, he had seizure in school and was brought to the hospital. By now, Carter didnt wanna see or even talk to Danny anymore. And this of course made Danny miserable and when he was asked to leave, Danny said " Henry never hurt me like you did". And I swear to god I cried while watching this. The next day in school, the news was heard through the intercom that Carter had died the morning and that anyone who knows him, should go and pay respect to him. And this part made me cry even more. I was like wiping my tears and sobbing. Danny was devastated but thought this was a joke and was raged with anger the he collapsed. He paid respect to him and at Carters house, he was reminded of their time together, the lighter that he used and more.

Then the scene changed to Danny, 10 years later. He had become a successful artist but he can never get over he's high school crush Danny as he still sees visions of him.

I cant believe I wrote this all by myself. I swear to god this film is good and to those who wanna watch should watch it with an open mind.

http://xtshare.com/toshare.php?Id=32914


There is something that I've to myself for so long that it is really taking its toll on me now. I dont know how long can I keep up with all of these.